Today I was thinking again….not particularly hard…but the point is that after getting my account suspended by some stupid site that support autistic people to run havoc with their imagination while true seekers suffer thereunder – I realized that trolling otherkin was becoming a boring onilne past time activity for me.
Somehow it just clicked that no matter how you approach them, due to their closed-minded mindset the response will always be the same, and you will always end up being labeled as the evil hater that needs to be flagged and reported due to infiltrating their “ever so peaceful community” [pun intended, if you know anything about the otherkin community you will know that they lack inner peace and they are full of shit].
I also realized that the otherkin thing on the internet has become some type of irritating cliché – a game that they think will never lose its appeal.
To me the game has indeed lost its appeal…they fail to impress me but somehow still piss me off..so if I am still pissed off at them, is it a SIGN that I am truly letting go of this? Yes there are some otherkin trolls that really provoked me really setting me off onto a quest to destroy their image on the internet…….but as some other otherkin troll taught me [being ironic enough] – “DON’T DO ANYTHING, BE UNDISTURBED, TRUE CHARACTER ALWAYS PROVES ITSELF IN THE END, WITH OR WITHOUT YOUR HELP”. In fact they are already on a self-destructive path which is at work without my initiation and/or support.
The otherkin community in general has not succeeded in getting worshiped as the special kings and queens they believe themselves to be – instead they got met with intolerant opposition. Was it justified? It can be seen as justified when they got up the noses of all the wrong people….and in the most deceitful way possible.
I further noticed that there is no real spiritual growth in the otherkin communities, because those who call themselves teachers are drunk on narcissism and self-serving practices. Which means anyone joining that pathetic group of people, turn out to be emotionally and spiritually stunted in their growth process…they get stuck on their spiritual path…and some like it there, because being locked in a comfort zone presents less challenges to overcome and the minimum lessons to learn. So if they are faced with real life issues, they would have a difficult time to cope with it. Online they are still in their safe zone…but offline, they cannot cope with any situation in a emotionally mature way due to the temporary suspension of their growth period being stuck in the otherkin community – AKA the faculty of the retarded attention seekers committee.
Feeding the trolls who are NOT WILLING TO GROW spiritually also keeps them in that UNEDUCATED VEGETATIVE STATE OF MIND….AND IT FURTHER STUNTS Your own spiritual growth.
I have read more and meditated more in these past few days…which would not have been the case if I INSTEAD WASTED MY TIME BY GOING TO THAT FUCKED UP FORUM TO troll the shit out of the otherkin retards TO PASS MY TIME.
I have learned about “time management” and productive thought processes…and how to keep yourself in check – maybe the suspension of my account was necessary to make me realise – how much time one can waste, by devoting your time and energy to a bunch of morons on the internet, who take what you can give for granted.
All in all, I let them know – that I just don’t give a fuck any more about them – I do not care if someone gets hurt falling for their shit no more…because if you try to help them to look away from such practices/beliefs, then you are called the troll and hater…… So I am down to respecting people’s freewill then, yes maybe that is what letting go is all about – I AM NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR THE CHOICES other arseholes make in their life…….everyone needs to be responsible for their own actions and how that affects them. I am no one’s teacher……….everyone needs to think for themselves. Let’s face it if it weren’t for being harassed by otherkin individuals, I would have never evolved spiritually to where I am now….maybe those who get conned need to go through it, to understand the things I do now, but I fear there are some people that simply lack the ability to overcome such disappointment to make something good out of it or to attach a lesson to it…and of course some never end up disappointed because the illusion is just too good for them to leave, therefore they cannot live without it…and how do they grow if they never snap out of it?